It was worth the wait! Prior to my first love XXXploration, me and my b/f abstained from sex to focus on building our friendship and not let sex get in the way of that - but who was I kidding?! I was afraid b/c my first sexual encounter (as well as the relationship) sucked and I didn't want this new relationship to be ruined due to my prior relationship baggage.
My first sexual experience was awkward, rushed and not as satisfying as I imagined it to be. Shit! I blinked and it was done - did we just have sex?!?!! Looking back, I honestly regret having sex before finding true love. and regret is the last thing that I will ever do. I thought I was in love but it was more like a quasi puppy love-lust thing and nothing more. Sad but true. I was hungry to be loved intimately and he fit that void at the time.
Back to my first love experience, my b/f made me feel soooo comfortable and cherished. He was gentle, kind, patient, loving, nurturing, dirty and freaky. He still is to this day. I love him for giving me an experience that I deserved, wanted and needed. It was incredible. All I can say about the experience is I got a rug burn...yes lawd! That's all that I will reveal....Ha!
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